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i went to her wake.
i guess the teachers prepared us quite a bit on what to expect there.
for some reason, i was just feeling scared in the as1.
almost felt like going home.
she was no stranger but a part of the Cedar family.
oh now that i think of it, she was my oral examiner in sec2. and i think i did pretty well for my oral that year.
the rojak people joined 4N and mdm audra talked a bit abt mrs ng.
just couldnt look up. if not i think i'll cry even more.
so we tried to keep calm and pay our last respects, say our last goodbyes.
the atmosphere at the wake was...solemn.
it sank in.
she's really no longer with us.
but she's in a better place with no suffering.
tunny and i didnt see her body.
yupps i think her husband's so strong.
still can encourage us to do well for our olevels and everything.
all that happens is according to God's plan and timing...
hope that the family will seek comfort in the Lord.
one thing's for sure, i'll always remember her.
thank God for such strong teachers (:
caring for us despite being affected by the news.
had lots of jc talks.
some repetition here and there.
why does everything sound so good?
how come i feel that you know me so well?
yet sometimes i feel so distant from you.
whatever it is, thankyou so much for being there.
seen me cry and everything.
when you're gone...
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