20070921
i went to her wake.
i guess the teachers prepared us quite a bit on what to expect there.
for some reason, i was just feeling scared in the as1.
almost felt like going home.
she was no stranger but a part of the Cedar family.
oh now that i think of it, she was my oral examiner in sec2. and i think i did pretty well for my oral that year.
the rojak people joined 4N and mdm audra talked a bit abt mrs ng.
just couldnt look up. if not i think i'll cry even more.
so we tried to keep calm and pay our last respects, say our last goodbyes.
the atmosphere at the wake was...solemn.
it sank in.
she's really no longer with us.
but she's in a better place with no suffering.
tunny and i didnt see her body.
yupps i think her husband's so strong.
still can encourage us to do well for our olevels and everything.
all that happens is according to God's plan and timing...
hope that the family will seek comfort in the Lord.
one thing's for sure, i'll always remember her.
thank God for such strong teachers (:
caring for us despite being affected by the news.
had lots of jc talks.
some repetition here and there.
why does everything sound so good?
how come i feel that you know me so well?
yet sometimes i feel so distant from you.
whatever it is, thankyou so much for being there.
seen me cry and everything.
when you're gone...
7:38 AM
20070919
i love the weather today (:
spent the day at SENTOSA with sharron, tunny and huihong.
err i was late. ooops.
and i realised i forgot to bring towel on the way to meet them. ARGH.
we took the beautiful monorail in. YAY (:
oh huihong has the same flip flops as conhwa! INTERESTING.
sharron brought sun tanning oil that smelt of BANANAS.
then we played in the water and saw the sun tanning oil floating on the water.
anyway then tunny had this missed call and after that, she told us this piece of sad news.
its so sudden.
she just taught us last year and everything...
guess it affected us quite a bit.
how fragile life is.
then somemore sharron and i was just thinking, huh maybe someone saw us playing at sentosa and called tunny?
lying on the beach is so HOT. hahah get cooked by the sun!
playing in the water is cooler! YEAH.
sharron's face was as red as a TOMATO! hahahah.
all 3 of them got pretty red. err except me. i think my skin has reached the maximum darkness it can go alrdy.
i'm not as red as them! just that my face is feeling a little hot now. hahaha.
ohh we went into the rasa sentosa hotel to play pool and arcade (:
ate at vivo and walked around a bit before going home.
7:11 AM
20070918
time for a short break before starting mugging again.
why didnt MAO come out! ):
whatever the results are, its in God's Hands. nothing i can do now.
went town with tunny.
wanted to get flip flops but couldnt find any shops that sold nice ones. ROAR.
far east has some nice clothes (:
i wish i had more money!
met lots of people.
and this excedarian who was working at GAP was really friendly (:
tunny was like waving at almost every small kid that she finds cute!
anyway we walked so much!
ohh i think it must have been pretty weird when we walked into this shop to look at prom dresses.
HAHAHAHA.
7:37 AM
20070915
THATS IT !
*throws pen down.
I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING INSTEAD OF JUST READING OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOGS.
"SOMETHING" =.=
ok anyway prelims are almost over. ALMOST. haha.
well most of the time i walk out of the hall feeling pretty bad. devastated.
i guess i didnt study hard enough. sssiiigghhhh.
they say they'll moderate, but how much can they moderate lah.
so i'm not expecting much from this prelims.
maybe i'll get a job for first month then see how.
i dont even know where to go after olevels.
yeah i guess a small part of me doesnt mind going to jc.
i promoted myself to studying on my dining table
got FOOD and good fengshui hahah what rubbish.
and i always end up sleeping after my papers.
then i would reply tunny's messages after 5pm (:
yeaaahhh brain saturation and loss of precious brain cells. tsk.
i dont get whats so great abt soccer.
my brother refuses to give up the tv to let me watch my show cos theres this STUPID soccer match.
i mean, they fight for a pathetic ball, get injured and take so long to score a goal.
best ah, this soccer person like trip over himself and got injured. HUHHHH SO DUMB.
HOHO tunny's house is so fun.
i'm easily distracted by the stuff in her room.
i can;t wait to PLAY after prelims.
shopping! (:
oh i watched RATATOUILLE with conhwa during the sept holidays.
YAY (:
the bugis cinema seats were so lowww!
if someone tall sat in front of us, his/her head would block the screen lah!
THANKYOU FOR ALL THOSE JIAYOUS (:
7:00 AM