20061028
GO DEBORAH (: its motivating ok. i shall try to say that at least once a day hahaha.
sitting at my table,
pondering,
i finally concluded,
its alright to be anti-social.
i still have my family (:
hmmm, i don't know how busy i will be during the holidays. whatever the case, i'll still enjoy it hahaha.
change,
painful.
just how much do you understand me?
tunny once asked me that,
i realised i couldnt give her a definite answer =its almost impossible to be transparent in front of anybody.
to really confide in someone.
to actually speak your mind.
the truth hurts.
sometimes, its really better to keep quiet.
like something is stopping you from saying stuff.
sounds cliche, i know.
but its really something all of us are facing right now.
ok, just take it that i'm being oblivious to my surroundings.
acting like i don't care.
reality.
deal with it.
stop hiding behind the mask.
no one knows.
no one can read minds.
tired lah.
i wonder,
what happened to us.
can't help but think.
stupid.
one thing i know for sure,
nothing's gonna be the same.
this is a rare chance to see deborah sound emo.
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