20061031
YAY ROCKWALL.
I LOVE OUR PINK BOTTLES (:
HAD FUN AT CANDY EMPIRE AND TOYS R US (:
6:18 AM
20061030
YAYYY BREATHE !
CHINESE O LEVELS IS OVERRR !
TIME TO PLAY PLAY PLAY !
MIND CAFE IS NICE (:
6:11 AM
YAYYY BREATHE !
CHINESE O LEVELS IS OVERRR !
TIME TO PLAY PLAY PLAY !
MIND CAFE IS NICE (:
6:11 AM
20061028
GO DEBORAH (: its motivating ok. i shall try to say that at least once a day hahaha.
sitting at my table,
pondering,
i finally concluded,
its alright to be anti-social.
i still have my family (:
hmmm, i don't know how busy i will be during the holidays. whatever the case, i'll still enjoy it hahaha.
change,
painful.
just how much do you understand me?
tunny once asked me that,
i realised i couldnt give her a definite answer =its almost impossible to be transparent in front of anybody.
to really confide in someone.
to actually speak your mind.
the truth hurts.
sometimes, its really better to keep quiet.
like something is stopping you from saying stuff.
sounds cliche, i know.
but its really something all of us are facing right now.
ok, just take it that i'm being oblivious to my surroundings.
acting like i don't care.
reality.
deal with it.
stop hiding behind the mask.
no one knows.
no one can read minds.
tired lah.
i wonder,
what happened to us.
can't help but think.
stupid.
one thing i know for sure,
nothing's gonna be the same.
this is a rare chance to see deborah sound emo.
7:01 AM
20061026
last day of school. got back report books. was laughing at what mrchia worte for me haha. everyone was HIGH today (: its been a long time since i went for recess with sharron and tunny. ok didnt do much for cleaning of classrooms. we went to find mop ! then sharron was having this zi bi zheng. super retarded =\ OOOOOHH...GET HIGH ! =D and sharron's fans were like walking past our class during chinese. stupiak.
i can't believe its goodbye sec3 and hello sec4. i spent one year being in the same class as tunnyuan and sharron hahah. ok its kinda sad that mrchia is not our form tcher anymore. cannot talk back to him alrdy haha. pls lah, i'm not exactly looking forward to holiday lessons ): ok time to reflect. sometimes, it really feels that studying is just to get paper qualifications. then i dunno what =\
belay school. i still rmb being a camper. those were the days. haha. i can scold ok ! sheeeesh. alicia said i'm fierce (: quite fun lah. i mean, of cos GAMES is fun ! the rain is such a killjoy ): cannot do bouldering.
i really really miss sec2 life. and all that before this shit.
8:04 AM
20061023
the feeling isn't the same. its our turn to create our legacy. woah. its kinda overwhelming.
played basketball with acsp, nishanti, sarah, kelly, anabella. it was fun hahah. acsp is so pro ! almost impossible to snatch the ball from her =\ it took my mind off some stuff. and it was also very funny seeing tchers play. it was good exercise, i think.
i'm seriously disappointed with you.
2nd nov (: i know you're excited ! =D
8:04 AM
20061022
i am so not in the mood to study for chinese ):
trip to ikea with yuting was retarded lah. but we ROCK man. we've completed our presents! in one afternoon (: was so tired in the morning. met yuting at harbourfront and we walked around vivocity. yuting was in a hot pink spag top and short skirt. ahh typical. vivocity was beeeg and empty. kinda nice (: we decided to go back to get stuff with extra cash after buying what we need at ikea. haha. so walked for so long before finding the bus to take to ikea. yeahhh ikea was crowded, packed, filled with people. ahhhh. we were racking our brains to think of what to buy. wanted to get funny funny things. so we did intensive shopping. very tiring ok. then thought of lots stuff. budgeting, choosing, thinking. finally we went to pay. finished within our time limit. YAY. lucky i brought enough cash. then we had to lug big ikea plastic bags back to vivo and ps. SO AUNTY LAH. BAGS WERE SO FREAKING HEAVY! suddenly vivo became so crowded lor. immediately went to ps. ate at foodcourt and saw blind matthew. haha. walked around and got more stuff. yuting can be quite brilliant with her spastic ideas sometimes (: went home and alept without dinner. haha. ohh i must say that yuting is super blur ok. forgot that she didnt have tuition cos of deepavali.
6:27 AM
20061020
got drenched in the rain this morning =\ set up rockwall. oh pls. the psi thing was like so so ANNOYING. slacked in the canteen for so long. was feeling anti-social =\ cos other leaders were playing thousand legged worm. but we had our own fun too. hahah. weiting was singing like mspoon ! had to borrow money from so many people. ahhh anyway some minister came. and finally we could do rockwall (: i belayed winghay! =D and showed my face during the last 10 mins of chinese lesson.
OK LAH. I'M REALLY SORRY TO MAKE WINGHAY WAIT SO LONG ): i ate faster than her at macs! then the whole grp of them came. SO FUNNY HAHA. you're like a small kid (:
things ain't gonna be the same. fdc is coming very soon. its all in the mind. i don't wanna lose hope. i'm ready, are you?
7:10 AM
20061019
you've gotta understand some things don't change overnight.
lets get through this together.
woah i survived the abt 3 hour long debrief. hanlaoshi is like angry with me. first aid lesson didnt go as well as we thought it would. the problem is not so simple now. followed kelly to woodlands. we looked like kids running away from home =\ stupid thing. you know, there are just some times when you really get all the shit.
7:54 AM
20061018
its not meant to be forever;
YAYYY I FINALLY GOT TO ABSEIL DOWN THE 10M WALL HAHAHA. SO HAPPY =D
6:40 AM
20061017
I'M PROMOTED (:
HAPPY WITH MY RESULTS LAH (:
DIDNT FAIL ANYTHING. YAY.
getting like dunno how many thousand papers a day is super sian. sit in the hall the whole day man. checking papers and hearing teachers yak yak yak. kinda scary getting back papers. some results were very unexpected (: ended up singing unwritten (: went to ps after school. oh but we talked to sec2s abt ltc first. very hungry haha. then went hq and i bought earrings and walked around with conhwa. the funniest thing was that we met yvonne maam and she told us she got promoted alrdy. hahahaha. we were laughing down the escalator ok.
woah today was super funny lahhhh. the best compliment we ever got was that ms ng told us 3/o's combined humanities topped the level. YAY. we mug hard ok. was sleeping in class haha. then followed tunny to refill bottle in the canteen. met lilin and szeling and talked to them. mr chia, mr goh and mr yau saw us hiding behind the pillar and made us go over. like we kinda had a feeling we'll be scolded=\ err yeah came up with some lame excuse abt feeling hot in the sun and haze trapping heat and sharron said we were tired so we leaned against the pillar. mr goh told us to explain it in physics terms?!? like what !?! so we kinda pushed it to sharron cos she got A1 for physics ! she said she got A1 by luck. mr chia said sth like wahhh the physics paper so low standard ah. in chinese. hahahaha. why teachers so nonsense !?! the best part was lilin and szeling stand down there and watch free show ! they said they will help us they didnt even say anything ! ok one of them said that the white pillar can radiate heat or sth =\ but yeah, it was still a free show for them. sheeeesh. then we felt so paiseh abt seeing them after this episode lor. bleah.
sharron missed the part when meijing and mr chia was talking abt anime ! hahah.
7:04 AM
20061013
sometimes i wish i could go back to the past. we had so much fun then. look how things have changed. haha its childish to even think this way, i know, but hey, let me dream, pls.
refresher ended early ytd (: on an impulse, we ate seoul garden. very full. its nice to go out as a threesome again haha. its been a long time. miss phualiukun was eating a whole lot of CHICKEN. miss yipconhwa was eating a whole lot of veggie. and i was happily cooking squid. hahah. actually we can all eat a lot lor. took pics. then went walk walk and national library. i borrowed books (: decided to be high class and all and go tcc. ohh nice coffee! and i kept starring at her =\ until she said hi. super funny. then continued reading at esplanade. and finally went dhoby to get earrings and liukun's repaired phone hahah.
long day today. chinese remedial then refresher. some abseiled from rockwall. looked scary at first but i still want to try ! ahhhh. did some rope ladder thing hahaha. and formed the teletubbies. of not so tall people =D went kovan to look at nalgene bottles but there was none. argh =
sec4s are graduating. this is super saddening ): like we're gonna be the oldest alrdy. and its our turn to graduate next year. so freaking fast.
6:00 AM
20061011
REFRESHER COURSE WAS REALLY FUN ! (:
met ruiwen rather early. to revise. but i think we didnt do much lah =\ had early lunch at 10 like that. chicken rice (: and bubbe tea at potong. orange bowls! was like counting down. helped set up. almost forgot how to do everything alrdy man. and weiting screamed so loudly when she saw the rat/toad. hahaha. learnt belaying and all that. grouped with orienteering and qm. YAYYY. did rockwall first. ahhh whole games dept went up except me ): sheeeeesh. but the new rocks are nice. then did climbing. commit suicide ah (: and abseiling became flying! SO FUN ! ohman. i really miss spending time with us, as leaders. hahah. ms poon was in a good mood today. alicia kissed like 3 rocks. and lack can walk on the wall. pro.
went to macs with anabella, kelly and ruiwen after that. had tauhuay and fries. errr was it weird to see different gangs? haha dunno=\
6:29 AM
20061010
GREAT WEATHER TODAY. I OVERSLEPT =\ ANYWAY CYCLING WAS FUN (: ATE AT HAWKER CENTRE. WAS SUPER HUNGRY LAH. NICE FOOD (: HAD SOME FUN WITH THE CAMERA. MADE TUNNY TAKE PICS LIKE SO MANY TIMES HAHAHA. THEN THE BEST THING HAPPENED. WE LOST THE LOCKER KEY. AHHHHH. HAD TO PAY 20 BUCKS LOR. SPASTIC ! LEFT US TOTALLY BROKE. I STILL DUNNO HOW THAT THING DISAPPEARED MAN. HAD TO FIND OUR WAY TO MARINE PARADE AND TAKE 135 TO BUGIS TO MEET SHARRON ONG. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SHARRON CALLED TO MEET US ! HAHA. WE WALKED SO MUCH. LIKE CROSSED 3 OVERHEAD BRIDGES. OHH WE ALSO KINDA GOT LOST ON THE WAY TO ECP. SAT 135 THEN REALISED IT DOESNT GO THAT WAY. TOOK TAXI IN THE END HAHAH =\ SO WE WALKED AROUND BUGIS THEN WENT TAMPINES AND I GOT MY EARSTICKS. I KNEW WE WOULD MEET CEDARIANS. HMMM VERY TIRED. BUT FEELING THE WIND ON YOUR SKIN IS JUST COOL =D
7:49 AM
20061009
THE DAY I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR.
AN END TO ALL MUGGING (:
EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER. AHHHHHHH.
I'LL WORRY ABT CHINESE O LEVELS LATER.
I'LL WORRY ABT RESULTS LATER =MEANWHILE, ITS PLAYTIME !
WASNT FEELING VERY FREE, A BIT LETHARGIC LAH.
KILLED TOO MANY BRAIN CELLS?
MET LTC CAMPERS. AND HAD SITUATIONAL TEST. QUITE HIGH AT FIRST. BUT IT GOT REALLY HOT AND SIAN HAHAHA. WENT ROUND TO OTHER STATIONS. BUT BREAKING THE HABIT IS FUN LAH. FOR US. VERY NOISY =\
OK YAY. I'M GOING CYCLING WITH TUNNY TMR ! FINALLY.
6:14 AM
20061006
time to study for last paper aka history during the weekends.
survived the long week of exams.
only confident for emaths.
screw it or not.
leave it to the results to speak for themselves.
theres nothing i can do now =
everyone like finished their papers alrdy. sheeeesh.
went ps with conhwa. walked around daiso (:
met yuting and decided to get the blackboard.
I HAVE GREAT INFLUENTIAL POWER ! I MADE CONHWA BUY BEN AND JERRYS! =D haha.
talked a lot. thanks for unbottling your feelings (: hope you feel better (:
i'm always here ! on the same side of the world (:
the ambience there is really nice haha.
and so is PHISH FOOD. wheeee.
ohhh jessica simpson's a public affair is ear candy hahaha.
hmm kinda excited for ltc and meeting campers. its been one year alrdy. so fast.
i think i feel numb to exams.
5:47 AM
20061004
woah. should have seen what exams have done to us.
YAY. i'm left with 3 more papers (:
we didnt get any childrens' day present. alamak=who wants to fail.
but if i do,
so be it.
i mean,
i can't change anything now.
3:10 AM