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its yuting's birthday. and THE DAY we've been working so hard for.
THE PARADE.disappointed. i was a bundle of nerves before it started. reached school early to change and all that. had bun in the theaterette. and we were doing warmups and encouraging everyone on. i mean, its the last school ndp we're marching in. lucky for the cool weather. marching in was ok i think. but marchpast was screwed for 3 seconds or so. damn. what the hell lah. i just feel bad cos after all i was giving timing and everything was messed up. maybe it was due to the feeling of my loose beret ): it could have been better. it was just that small hiccup that kinda spoilt it all. ARGH. cried. sarah too. we aimed, and missed by just that little bit. we didnt meet expectations which is the worst feeling ever. WHY MUST IT TURN OUT LIKE THAT ! so annoying =\ hope that next yr will not be like that. whats done cannot be undone. for them, they still have next yr. we don't.
no mood for indoor performance. the people behind were irritating sometimes. we got lightsticks. just felt odd. it will be the last time we will be standing in our uniforms on ndp. sad ): the video was nice. 3/o got special mention ah.
the afternoon was totally spoilt by the 2 of them. thanks ah. first we went to liukun's house for lunch and movie. bought twine, lunch, bubbletea and rented movie. all ready but yt had to leave. sheeeeesh. so we went off to ps. met the pcs on the train. when we reached there, we headed up to the cinema. super crowded. she found yh and ask us to wait. then the next moment, she was walking off with yh. just left us behind. so anabella and i called her and she just like hung up on us?! what the. and no explanation was given. therefore we were dumped and if we werent smart enough, we would be standing there like 2 big idiots pls. so thought that they left ps. and poor us walked abt aimlessly. totally bored. finally went to cafe cartel to eat and complain. then pcs joined us and i had to go for tuition. thats a fine example of how a friend dumped us for a guy. zhong se qing you. very pissed. he is such a loser ok. the whole point was that she pangseh us just like that. for a guy. after being squadmates for dunno how many donkey years. didnt even call us. whats a phone for? like we followed her to ps for nothing. oh and the whole world was at ps man.
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