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i feel like scolding the f word ok. feeling vulgar. AHHHHHHHH. just can't help worrying abt the unit. like how to maintain our standard. questioning why is this happening. crap. fdc is our only hope, our last chance to get sth. yeah, i'm sure we'll put in our best shot. i was feeling so nervous for them ok. the bloody casualty was so irritating lah. i tot it was ok. anyway whats the point of thinking out of the box for evac? isnt is more impt to get the person out asap the safest way? what if the other way is more dangerous? stupid man. well the results were super sad. but we will and must get ourselves together. strive harder. ok so it may be tiring, but we'll all be there for each other, right. life's like that yeah. pick yourself up after a fall. aim for the sky, at least if you fail, you'll still reach the clouds (: ultimately, we're all in this together. dry those tears alrite. be a stronger person.
it feels like what we had in the past. the easyness of talking to you (:
hmmm was thinking how it felt like when it was during fdc. like you worked so hard but the result was not what you expected =
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