20060531
argh argh argh. if not for trng tmr, i will stay at bugis with mrkoko longer. its a happy day today. errr i literally jumped to be oic today. easy what. but got people fall in late. beach cleaning at east coast. sat with lk on the bus. and i was in the same grp as sarahteh hahaha. the bus was like late. so cip kinda got cut short. hurh like finish quite fast. yeah so we got dirty and i touched my phone and its very brave?! sarah a bit funny lah. and i didnt mean to act cute or what when they call for me ok. tot i heard someone say sth like that. SHEEESH. did reflections and campfire songs. haha our side was louder man (: had pop practise. went off to meet mrkoko at bugis. now it was my turn to wait for her. stupid people on the bus lah. what ying xiong jiu mei. *rolls eyes. lunch at ajisen. then walked around to get sharron's FRIEND a present. ahhh i saw some nice skirts. ok anyway sharron went to nwo and bought a shirt there cos there was a discount hahahaa. she picked out the right size for her FRIEND. and her FRIEND likes it (: yayyyy. then went to coffeebean to hit our laptops. tried a new drink (: i had caramel and sharron had black forest. it was like information overload. i really pei fu how sharron can be so ON abt geog. i just kinda slacked off after sitting there for so long. somemore business people sat at the next table. they were losing clients. and our proposals are much better ah. then there was this uncle who said that my apple is nice. and he was like looking over to see what we were doing. haha. he said that young people can carry heavy laptops or sth like that. at around 7, i was getting restless and lucky sharron stopped doing geog and we walked around before heading home. reached home at 8 plus. hehh i was a SUPER HELPFUL PERSONAL ASSISTANT TODAY ! =D
the in thing now is
LOSER ; LOSER ; DOUBLE LOSER ; AS IN WHATEVER ; GET THE PICTURE ; LIKE DUHHHHH.
7:45 AM
20060530
this is the beginning of my busy holidays. went for the leadership training thing by high achievers. again. it was like the whole day. i was quite dead in the morning. i forgot what was the lesson in the morning. heh. i only rmb doing the egg thing. so psls did together (: EGG-MEN. ours was a parachute. we spent the least ! haha. and our egg didnt breakkkk ! YAY. we won with norman! haha. lunch at jooseng. ahhh prata and mr softeee. the afternoon session was like funner. we played games! and sharron was the facilitator ! woohoo. got the rolling over each other game and catching each other game. its super funny lah. haha. after the thing ended, we went to heartland.
got the stupid webpage course today. it was supposedly one whole day. sharron was late. well i think i didnt do much hehhh. deepthi was pro lah. anyway our webpage looks good ok. com lab was so cold pls. slack with tunny. but we did reflections and listened to some songs. planned to pon after lunch haha. sharron had this dumb idea of saying she needed to go church camp. sheeesh. so yeah we just went off for lunch and didnt bother coming back. we had COMMITMENTS.
went to tampines. i was broke so now i owe sharron $8. thankfully without interest (: pizza hut. so full lah. had to walk around bfore the student deal started. ok i feel tempted to buy a new pair of pumps! then tunny had to go off for tuition. so sharron and i went to coffeebean to do hmk. i finished sth (: there were some business people with laptops and all. quite interesting. esp when they may be losing a client.
yes. tmr, we're gonna get geog done and over with. at coffeebean again, i guess.
6:30 AM
20060528
consuming fire
fan into flames
a passion for your name
Spirit of God
won't you fall in this place
Lord have your way
Lord have your way
stir it up in our hearts, Lord
stir it up in our hearts, Lord
stir it up in our hearts, Lord
a passion for your name (:the speaker is so funnnny. abt sheep. haha. completed the dance (: and learnt some loser cheer.
some sorta holiday this is gonna be.
6:34 AM
20060527
ahhhh firstly my grp meeting was quiet. i felt like i was talking to myself. i need sarah lah ! settled the grp name. awww its so cute lah. haha. so maybe we're not as noisy as the other grp but who cares. we'll not collapse man ! well did basic stuff and lets hope camp will be fun and go well *crosses fingers. other grps also have quite nice names bah. i still don't like being grp i/c lah. after the meeting, it was raining heavily. so i went to the canteen and watched dancers dance.
the last day of school didnt feel like the last day of school. rock band was not what i expected. yeah so they were jumping. i join then never join then join then never join. dunno lah. suddenly no energy. was thinking that maybe in front got more qi fen but no one wanted to push thru the crowd so just tried jumping on someone's back to see the stage. honestly i didnt understand what they were singing haha. and i guess this thing caused a commotion cos some people were against it. tunny was like whining to go for recess =\ after that got some happy toilet thing and dreams and teams presentation. hahaha hulilin was funnny as usual (: theres a siling pri sch. weird lah. had to clean classrooms. boooo.
got back report books. errrr i'm satisfied lah. can work harder next time i guess. yeah i'm not the kind that will cry over results. so i also dunno what to say to conhwa. its not the end of the world. *pats. sure can pia one lah. heh. but its saddening to see people getting si upset over results. and tunny was like panicking all day cos of report book. i'm like relaxing =D went to hannui's house. wahh its been a long time since i went out with nui, ali, cihui. its fun. wt and beanie were there too (: watched nanny mcphee and there was a lot of fooood mann ! a feast (: really missed hanging out with them ok.
didnt feel like going for tuition haha.
ok i dread syf lah. people dunno how to headcount. and today's sun was like blooody hot so had to stand under there and do drills and the sir was like so longwinded and the worst part was that i was alone cos yuting didnt come. sheeeeesh. so irritated lah. hot hot hot. the place was like so far. the only thing that was ok was seeing schoolmates there, though cannot even say hi. alamak. anyway released late and went for lunch with liukun. ate at cafe cartel (: hahah and i walked around to get sarah presents and some cards. THANKS LIUKUN FOR COMING WITH ME !! (: yay.
the youth rally was goooooooooood ! so maybe there was not many people but i enjoyed it (: made me think a lot abt what i was going to do. i cried and it felt somforting to hear michelle pray for shirley and me. felt tired but worship was nice. i wanna feel God's presence and have a strong passion for His name (:
ohyeah. 3O won the bball match ! we're the CHAMPIONS ! it was a violent match. and other people supported 3H cos they thought we were playing rough. sheeeesh. its only a game lah. they got other chances to win in other areas ok. maybe they think we cheer for them is fake, but whatever lah. we won. accept the fact man. and we played well. if we broke the rules or whatever, the referee would do sth what. i don't like it when people feel bad abt winning.
7:16 AM
20060524
today was a bad day to start with. like i didnt bring rcyuniform cos i didnt know. then i knew got miscommunication. ok i shouldn't be getting angry cos there's bound to be a solution. then lk cried, i couldnt be angry at her okkkk. yeah. and i really wasnt my usual self and thats weird. i just felt bad and mooody. then tunny, eunice, elyssa, sharron were all so nice. i mean, i know them not as long as sqdmates but they're like so comforting and cheering me up. I WAS SO TOUCHED OK. THANKS YOU GUYS. ayeee then sarah ran home with me. reached back school with time to spare. played captainsball during pt. fun, of course, better than running like crazy. then she burst out. was it that necessary? she could have handled it better. not on purpose what. and lk alrdy had a hard day. sheeesh. can tell it became so awkward after that lah. did improvised stretcher. well got the camp grpings. ok i'm with sarah (: ehh thats the only good thing i guess. i don't really wanna be ic. means that have to show more blah blah blah.
this somehow brought us closer (: i hope.
WHATS PANACHE !?
errr watched korean movie cos there was no emaths lesson. yay.
6:05 AM
20060523
i'm so not looking forward to syf lah. boohoohoo. crapcrapcrap. don't like don't like don't like. took the long bus there. yesyes blur. then after like eternity, it ended (: yay. so ate lunch with yuting at j8 and walked around supermarket and i took free smaples. aunty tunny influenced me a bit too much ah. and there is sth going on between that sir and yuting. hah.
then i saw szeling at her condo. like so coincidental. haha. she's so fuuny.
had dance on sunday.
bpd on monday. tried out other ug stuff. npcc ropecourse, ncc rifles, guides outdoor cooking. ehhh all fun lah. grouping felt weird. aunty tunny kept complaining i smelled like charcoal ! =.= then i tot everything was ok after school during the meeting. ok so we were threading on thin ice at first but slowly it turned out to be an efficient meeting. man, i felt that familiar sense of closeness again. watched the class play bball today. we won (: so exciting ok. sorry i cldn't help it but i didnt know how to appreciate the music recital thing. then after that, it was cold again. sheeesh. how confusing. playing with my emotions. sigh.
6:40 AM
20060519
did crosscountry first aid duty today. i was in the stretcher squad.reached early, made glucose that was kinda diluted and went to the bus stop to prepare. ayyeeee. liukun has great ideas for entertaining. haha. kill time lah. then had to move again. the best part was when we offered water to the runners. haha. very good service (: then had to run after them for the cup. yeah, also got casualties. luckily it was quite manageable. when it ended, we returned to first aid base and heard the results. 3/O got like SECOND !!!! (: YAYYYYYY !
went to tunny's house. was trying to act angry at her at j8. errr kinda failed attempt. she was really complaining when we were buying snacks. haha. well turned out that that the walk in was not that short. sheeeesh. but tunny's house is so nice. except for the fact that her dog is like half the size of eunice. or even bigger. it barks. ok of course it barks, all dogs bark. yeahh she has an attic but its a computer room. cool (: then watched movie, my boyfriend is typeB. errr not bad lah. but i was tired halfway and kinda fell asleep for like a few minutes hah. lunch was delicious. we're starving ok. haha. and baking cookies was a SUCCESS (: haha. got a little messy but its fun lahhhh. choc chip cookies are so yummmy (: rocks ok. and we took pictures =D tunny was being funny as usual (:
maybe i'm thinking too much. well, i'm just scared to lose them alrite. admit it, we're drifting. ana said i didnt change? frankly , i don't believe her. and maybe its a wrong move telling her. ayeee. and sommetimes change is good rite? but they are suddenly doing a lot. ok i know we have to do more. but sometimes i hate the feeling of being neither here nor there. theres an aura of weirdnesswhen i'm around them. like i must pick my words carefully or sth. i don't want to keep so called taking initiative and asking stuff lah. shoot.
7:59 AM
20060518
i feel that we're becoming strangers. distant. WHY ! it feels awkward. not as much talking. i miss it.
hiking is so tiring. took different route lah. we climbed like 184 steps? alamak. ok my stamina not good okkkk. ohh and phototaking was so exciting. err first time taking with 3/o. mr chia looks weird with a tie. ayeee. results can make it lah. but its not good. *shrugs.
redcross phototaking was ok. sec3s together (: alrite. i stood on the bench lah. haha. storytelling course was fun (: we were all laughing man. our grp came up with a ridiculous story.
song that i'm currently hooked on : stickwithyou by tpcd
6:42 AM
20060516
ehh i really don't like bball ok. and it was totally slacking time during the free periods (: wells. had the principal discussion thing after school. errr was prepared to just listen to her talk haha. i guess the funniest part was abt some school looking like dou sha bao =D alamak!
i'm looking forward to going to tunny house after crosscountry yayyyyy !
whats with all the abcd? anyway we figured them out ! haha. this is so interesting man (:
7:44 AM
20060515
oh YAY. i'm not running during crosscountry !
no mood for lessons. amaths was odd.
dance prac was fun lah. thanks anabella! for accompanying me all the way!
7:57 AM
20060514
i ate dinner at 4 plus today. thats a record. i can't believe my auntie said keith look like rain. -faints. and he is super whiny man.
7:47 AM
20060513
woah woah woah. i woke up very early on vesak day. went to macritchie to help marshall the walk4bibles. paired with anabella and it wasn't very tiring. i like the milo truck man. it has cool nice milo (: haha. it rained a bit but after that it got sunny. only anabella and i were free to go out but didnt know where to go. unfortunately sentosa was not a good option. sheesh. finally settled to watch movie at kelly's house since natalie was going there, we decided to crash. haha. ok we're just bored. and yeah meet the fockers wasnt that bad. video ezy has nice movies (: spent quite a lot of time there choosing. then sth happen. damn. feel so badd. kinda my fault if i hadnt suggested going there and all...soory kel. so after that anabella went home. stayed at cp for a while. got this weird message from jolene =\ felt so freaky. like we're being stalked. but actually we're not. haha. went to parkway for dinner.
auto wake up this morning because there was a blackout. borrowed books; ayyeee a small sign of nerdism?
i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok with it shoot. i dunno why i feel so uncomfortable reading her blog. i know she ain't going through an easy time. ok i've gotta admit, we're growing apart. yikes scary. its the confiding. its the angst. its the element of stranger-ness. ok maybe i'm too kaypoh for my own good. great, sometimes i just don't get it.
6:32 AM
20060511
i realize opposites attract.
caramel frapp is so nice (:
argh, i still can't let go yet. shoot. i hate feeling this way :( i'm still figuring out how to face you. guess i have to face you sooner or later aye. i cannot show my true feelings. yes control my emotions =the programme in the morning felt draggy. and the only fun thing was like the tangle game. theres a fine line between problems and challenges. went for focus grp discussion after school. psls are so much funner lah. and can see discrimination. ok at least i felt it.
i love my ring. yayyy tunny and i got matching rings !
gave miss phua the present. awwww her present for us was so nice (:
5:43 AM
20060510
today's outing was like super fun. like my first outing with classmates ok. going out with her was not as bad as i thought. elyssa's voice is definitely more than sexayyee haha. all of us wore jeans cos of bowling lah. lunch at pizza hut. beef lasagne is soooo yummy (: and its so cool that we can all click. i mean we just started talking, laughing, making noise (: i like. tunny always makes me laugh lah. i think otday is the day that she has a life man. so i felt rich today (: haha. actually tunny is richer lor. and then we went bowling. haha the computer likes me lah. gave me 2 free strikes so my score was above 100 (: its fun lah. we like cheered and stuff. they're all good bowlers. huihong was so many strikes and she all like tyco one. haha. then we went to find miss phua's present. ayyeee took so long. but we finally settled on my umbrella idea yay(: and a ring in a boxful of sweets. then elyssa and wanping left and we went to sit at starbucks. talked and realised that we're the only ones left there. hahah. tunny is so funny pls ! we were just laughing at everything =D i want to go out with them agn ! like kbox or sentosa! then didnt feel like going home so i went tampines mall and bought rings. for tunny also (: ohh we managed to take pics. lovely man.
9:01 AM
20060509
whatever it is, i can face it. i'm alright. just hope this doesnt spoil our friendship. no, i don't want anything to come between us. anyway, this is a small thing so i'll get over it. its kinda expected lah. well i have confidence in them (: jiayou people! they know what they're doing ayeee. so i should stop brooding over it. well they're good right.
lk is so crap lah.
i'm wanna go sentosa...some day perhaps
9:04 AM
20060508
huh huh huh the dance seems fun. but now is like a little late to join and its kinda weird dancing. sheeeesh i dunno. maybe just wanna learn for fun. hope i wasnt very what what what to ana. heh she's kaypoh as usual. staying back after church and ka chao-ing rebekah. err actually we were motivating her. anyway sth's like fishy-ingly obvious. haha. ahhh and we played the sharron game out of pure boredom. poooooeyy. it was kinda weird having to meet 2 of themm in the same day.
its been a funny funny day. first if all was world redcross day. so went to school in rcyuniform. was nervedwrecked before the whole thing cos i was afraid sarah and my timing would be different and yucky. ok i mean sarah's timing can't be yucky but i just scared cannot coordiinate. but luckily our timing coincided WHEEEEEWW(: err well at least i think it sounded quite together. *shrugs. guess it went quite well. the usual thing, pledge, awards and i hope i looked smart. ahhhhhh. was quite shocked cos someone fell out before the thing started. and i changed back to rcyuniform after jogging. ehhh wasn't that bad after all (: ohh i did titration quite successfully ! haha. ok now is the funny part. the front wasn't suppose to be funny ayee. so we're suppose to do movie review presentation for eng. wahh first was the mad rush for genres when we havent even gotten our groups. ehh how wonderfully amusing. i made huihong take action/adventure cos i was thinking of mi3 at that time. haha. and i tot it was quite easy to write on. well at least we finally got our grouping. sharron, huihong, tunny, wanping and me. couldnt think of a nice movie to do on. sharron was like talking abt cinderella story. i didnt know she liked that kind of show haha. then we came up with this great idea of catching mi3 like after school today. it was soooo impromptu. err got desperate for a good movie cos we really cannot think of what movie to do on and none of us watch the same action movie. ahhh then it got difficult and yes i felt bad cos i wanted to do action and like in the end it was hard to do blahhh ): so sorry ! then finally decided to watch and tunny felt bad and stuff cos she was ponning trng and lying to her mum. yes i felt quite bad cos its kinda my fault. cries. well turned out to be an ok outing. and we were laughing like crazy and saving money like stingy aunties cos we were hard up on cash. such impromptu dates when we don't exactly have enough moolah. then i was rushing after school cos they were taking photos. and went to ps and got movie tickets and nice seats and went around budget shopping eg bread and drinks from carrefour (: and i was lugging around boots and uniform. haha not that bad lah. okok the movie. well i don't regret watching it. dunno abt the others heh. and dunno if they're mad or what at having to waste a monday afternoon and spend money. ayeee hope they're ok *crosses fingers. and we're much faster than the other grp haha. it was thrilling, exciting and totally action. its the first time i pay so much attention at a movie, taking note of music, way its filmed and all that. didnt scream at those loud and sudden parts but i really dread those quiet scenes, like you dunno whats gonna happen next. its a nice movie then we were making some noise lah and its my first time going out with people from my class haha. hmmm maybe i should write a bit of stuff here so i can rmb and use it for the movie review. it had a lot of special effects and hi-tech stuff which made us go wow. some funny scenes also. and i can't belief sharron and i said that the ring is cute at almost the same time.
7:11 AM
20060506
ohyes. my bag. realised that its bigggg. haha. waaayyy bigg. kept bumping around with it =\ yeahh but i still like it. and i'm like so grateful that i changed back just in time cos there was this jcgirl with the same roxybag i HAD. haha. it looked so puny man. and it would be plain weird to see someone i dunno carry the exact same bag as me. same colour and all.
8:18 AM
20060505
the cedar population chionged out unanimously today. we vacated the school in record time. welldone. learn from meijing haha. was kinda sianned cos we didnt know where to go. and like only few of us. in the end anabella pangseh us cos we go sk. i don't mean to think this way but i can't help it. pooooey. there was this moment where it was like super awkward and i felt super awkward. ate cha shao fan. it was verryy good. maybe cos we're hungry (: and we didnt get to eat cake cos theres no c'bean when you need one. alamak. always seem to be meeting alicia, wanning, yanyi they all at cp. haha. changed to kovan. met sharron, jennifer, margaret, samantha, miangjoo, melo there. sharron suddenly looked so shy beside conhwa and i just burst out laughing =D we went to macs to eat icecream then walked over to videoezy and thought of some holiday activity ie movie marathon (: haha. its cheaper than watching at cinema ok. went for tuition and food just kept coming. went to library before that and i realised i borrowed 2 same books. just that cover was different. yes i'm careless >.< i don't think i'm gonna have a proper june holiday. ahhh poooooey. our geog grp name is like lan sao bah. sheeesh.i've been avoiding her. i dunno how long this can go. is it obvious? does she get the hint? she's not exactly my favourite person in the world... physics experiment is fun haha esp when my lab partner is eunice (: tunny is like so funnneeeyy. she has no life and she used to say that i have no life. ahhh nonsense.
8:29 AM
20060504
dental was like so painful. *grumbles. but the trip back to cedar pri made me realise how much i miss pri sch life lah. and mr sun looks super shagged. pity him man. the little kids were like noisy and stuff. and eunice ate in the canteen there. haha. the new building is nice. and it was kinda fun acting lost so i could find sun. haha. emaths test was blahblahblah. yeah crossing my fingers for a pass. not enough time ah. then later i found out some weird thing happen in 3m. so i was in the scene of crime. haha. ok not so exaggerating lah. but i felt that i was in a tv show or sth. so drama. but its all real. sheesh. we were searching through dustbins for the missing test paper. teachers came and stuff and it was seriously serious. i conclude that liukun watches a lot of tv. haha. then suddenly she fainted. wahhh. thats scary. but she woke up in the end. phhheeewww. dunno whats gonna happen next. went to pp instead of bugis. met a lot of kelly's classmates. i ate fries and drank bubbletea (: played at spiderweb and got so many kiddies there lah. boo. met tls and he has a deprived childhood. sarah is very into pap ah. yayyy. going to sentosa on wed =D hope it doesnt rain. fun in the sun pls.i'm still very amused by the who killed bao joke. DOU SHA BAO ! hahah. and i just randomly thought and said the lan sao ba thing and its become the joke of the day. huh. i brought back/revived this old joke?! hope kel isn't pissed or what cos actually its she tell me one. i just happen to think of it and it stuck there. and everyone knows now. and sigh. its kinda like imitation and stuff. its actually not my joke. just say say for fun only >.< POOOOOEEEYYYY
5:55 AM
20060502
different style. different taste. yeah so i do follow the crowd. but i can't help it if i like the same kinda stuff and think the same kinda way what. shoot. i think its ok to have same bag alrdy lah. i'm just irritated that you keep thinking i'm blur. i understand things; i'm not that ignorant ok. just that i don't show it. can't you just say what you wanna say? ppfftt. i know i can nvr be as sophisticated as you and i don't bother to get a style of my own. heck its all due to my laziness. i'll do what i want. i'll follow who i want. i'll still be me. hope its not emo. cos i don't like to get/sound emo. sheesh. i hope i won't need to go shopping with you next time. we're like extreme, too extreme. cjr is not nice at all. don't go there!forgot to say that anabella came to church. yupps. glad that she came. didnt really ask her how she felt and all. at least she wants to come for the youth rally (: tty, don't be so upset. actually i dunno how to comfort you. you may think its all talk but i really hope you'll be able to have FAITH in Him cos He is forever faithful and always there. thats what i strongly believe yeah. maybe this is just a test for you. to draw you nearer to Him. its difficult, but He'll help you thru it ok. He may not seem to be there, but He is. He is everywhere.
1:47 AM
20060501
labour day was like a latelatelate day for me. i was like late for everything. it all began cos i OVERSLEPT. haha. late for tuition. and made conhwa angry cos tuition ended late which resulted in me meeting her late. ahhhh SO SORRY CONHWA! yeah i feel realllly bad ): then it was kinda awkward lah. didnt know what to say to her. she looks scary when she's pissed. then after a while it was ok. WHEEEEEWWW. bugis was like esp crowded today. esp bugis street. it was really people mountain people sea. yeah and quite hot. and i was feeling bloated. and we looked for bags. no nice skirts. but there were like sales around. its a kinda nice place to get stuff i guess. then kelly came and we went to the new building and it was not bad. haha. they were looking at earrings and stuff which gave me time to stone. realized that we have extremely different tastes. but don't really mind lah. COMPLEMENT EACH OTHER. haha. realised that conhwa is actually quite a decisive shopper. yes. i understand the meaning of love at first sight lah. but shopping today felt good cos i have enough cash (: and YAY. i finally got a big big bag. the guy said its the only brown bag left in singapore. dunno if its true. and conhwa's bag is like confirm du yi wu er. haha. hope kelly is feeling better. yeah maybe one day we'll go parkway after school. its accessible by bus.
5:35 AM